Hug away sad feels || Dakota & Liz 

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Dakota just watched Liz as she talked and it felt like she could literally feel her heart breaking in her chest. She didn’t like what she was hearing but she couldn’t help it. “It’s okay. I get it. You don’t like me.” She just pressed her lips together in a thin line and kept her cool. She followed Liz out into the garden, not really having a choice if she wanted to go or not. She didn’t see why Liz would even want to still spend time with her after all of this, not the other way around. “I don’t care if we still hang out or not. It’s not like my feelings matter or anything.” She shifted her jaw to keep herself from saying anymore. She wasn’t mad, just hurt. She stopped walking and turned to Liz, shrugging. “Do you just.. like Brittany more or something? Like why did yous say that stuff about never kissing anyone?” She shook her head, as if contradicting her own thoughts. “I’m so fucking bad at this.”

“Hey hey, don’t think like that, your feelings do matter.” Liz chewed on her lip as she thought about Dakota’s question. It wasn’t like she preferred the one above the other at all. She just didn’t know what Dakota wanted to hear. Eventually she decided that the blunt honesty was her only option. “I don’t like her more than I like you. But that doesn’t mean I like you more than her. I like you both equally as much.” She shrugged and sighed, hastily brushing her hair out of her face. “And I don’t know why I said that, I really don’t. I guess I just felt in that kind of mood.” She took Dakota’s hands and squeezed them lightly, looking down at them. It was hard. For both of them. Liz knew it definitely couldn’t be easy for the blond, but that didn’t make it easy for her. There she stood, in front of an amazing girl, and she was hurting because of her. “I just want you to know… I was speaking the truth last night. I didn’t blurt it out just to get some attention or something. I legit never had my first kiss.”  She looked up, reaching her hand up to play with a strand of blond hair. “Awesome girls should not be hurt over stupid girls.”

(Source: lizjohnson)